Setting: at the plaza hotel cafe
Location: cold south London 12:14pm
She was at the plaza hotel waiting in witch was she suppose to be another fancy dinner with Jacob
But something was going to change.



"Hey" he said all fancy & dressed up "can we sit down, I need to talk"

The we need to talk didn’t bother or scare her because they had have many conversations about that subject long time ago.

"Yeah" she said grabbing a table & sitting down, she put her mine diamond purse on a corner of the table.

"Can I get you anything" said the waiter

"Water" they both said

"So are you exited about the dinner with my parents, I mean you are going to meet Castro min dole" he said smiling at her

"Yeah" she mumbled

"Your water madam & madmozel" said the waiter as he handed over the cup of glass with the water.

"Thank you" they both respond

"so what do you want to talk about” she asked as she drank a little bit of water

"Umm...” he said nervously "Im moving to Washington"

She opened her eyes even bigger that what they normally are, put her glass down, took a deep breath "Washington as in Washington D.C in the U.S"

"Yeah" he said to her sadly as he played with the water as if it was a glass of scotch.

"Why" she said as she tried to be cool

"I want to try something new, I want to know a new culture, new ambient, I have to first class plain tickets for me & you, all our close are packed up now its up to you if you want to come with me or not” he said to her trying to whisper so nobody can rarely hear.

She stood up grabbed her diamond purse & ran out trying not to look at his face.

He tried running after her, but it wasn’t any hope for him.

10:20pm
(Same night)


He finally found her after searching for her all around London; she was sitting next to her parents, trying to put herself back together, trying not to show any emotions to what had happen earlier.
He sat next to her, she don’t even look at him, but he just stared at her because he saw that her beauty illuminated his day, or in that ocation his dinner party

"you know" she said as her voice cracked up a little bit "I hear your voice that I made up, you say my name like there could be an us"



He stayed in silence, she excused herself from the table, grabbed her coat & went outside, he went after for her.



"You know what" she said to him as she sanded in the middle of the street

"What" he said as he said as he watched her like he’s never seen her before

"I forgive you every time without realizing you burn my heart to stone & pretending like there’s nothing wrong & repeating myself that im in love & that’s what love feels like, but you know what that’s not love that’s hurt & you bleed my heart every time you lie to me, you built me up & let me go, but not anymore..." she said to him as her lips turned like ice & she trembled because of the cold weather.




12:49am (same night)

She turned & started chasing the cracks on the pavements...
She found a friend along the way & they began taking

"Is there anything I could do for you dear" said the man as he began walking next to her “is there anyone I could call?"

"No one thank you" she said smiling at him "sir, I aint lost just wondering"

"I’ve been walking down the same pavements, round my hometown, memories are fresh, oh the people I’ve met, like are the wonders of this world” she said to him as they walked in the middle of the cold streets

"I like in this city when the air is so thick & opaque, I love to see every body with short skirts & shades" he said to her

"I like it when to worlds collide, you get the people & the government, everybody’s taking different sides, but it shows that we aint gonna stop, it shows that we aint gonna stand for this crap, shows that we are united, & it shows that we aint gonna take crap form nobody" she said to him putting her hands in her pocket coat


"You wanna talk about what just happened with you & Jacob?" he asked her simply

"I’ve made up my mind, no need to think it over, if im wrong or im right, no need to look no further, this aint love, I know this aint lust, I know this is love but..." she said as he limited her self to talk because she don’t want to cry in front of him..




he smiled at her "you want my advice?" she don’t have time to answer because he had already started to talk again " form my experiences form my ex's id built myself up, & fly around in circles thinking about every thing we’ve been through or it was just a waist... because I could tell you that he’s perfect for you, that you compliment each other, but you know its up to you, overall all."

"but... should I give up or should I keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere, or would it be a waste, even if I know my place should I leave it there? should I give up" she said questioning her decision..




"When dose he leave" he asked him with no mercy

"Tomorrow" she said to him

He laughs "so you were at the legendary walddorff dinner party?"

"How did you know?" she asked him

"Are you kidding me look at the way your dressed, you have a black cocktail dress on, diamond earrings, high sparkly heals & your hair is actually brushed for once" said to her "& not to mention your black Veda Wang coat witch for me its beautiful"

"Are you sure your not gay?" she asked him scenery

“no, I just observe very closely stuff" he said to her "we are here" he said to her as he stops walking



"What" she said to him clueless

"He is at the end of the pavement, its leading nowhere" he said to her as he smiled

There was nothing but a brick musty old wall in between a bunch of trees & lights

"now this is the end of our journey, now its up to you the rest, so little tile & no much to say, do you want to forget your first love or do you want taste a kiss form someone new" he said to her as he turned away form her, leaving her with the destination, is she going to make the jump or she’s going to wonder what if

"Bye Nikkei" he said "I hope you do what makes you happy"

"Me to" she mumbled...

She touched the brick wall as if she had never touched one before she slides down to sit in the floor & starts to wonder….
What if…..